Something like normal by Trish Doller
Bloomsbury, 2012. ISBN: 9781599908441.
Upper Secondary. This is an effective and economical book that
achieves what it sets out to do. Not a word is wasted, and emotions
are expressed in sparse yet powerful language. The male narrator's
voice, both sardonic and authentic, allows readers to see inside the
head of an almost-man dealing with the horrors of 21st century
warfare.
Travis is 19, has just spent the last year in Afghanistan. His best
friend Charlie didn't make it home, and his girlfriend has told him
by text message that she is now with his brother. Little wonder that
Travis is not looking forward to three weeks of enforced leave.
There are nightmares, sweating, shaking, and an inability to connect
with his high school buddies. Clearly Travis suffers from PTSD and
isn't bothering to get the help he needs. He has too many other
things to think about: his over anxious mother, his condescending
father, his ex-girlfriend who still slips into his bedroom late at
night, and of course, his insomnia.
Into this madness walks Harper, Travis's biggest regret. He
inadvertently ruined her reputation when she was 14, and finds
himself still attracted and still undeserving. This part of the
story offers a growing hope for Travis, and contrasts strongly with
the other heavier and sadder storylines. Travis makes many mistakes,
but readers can see at heart he is a loyal friend, a brave soldier,
and a good man.
Doller acknowledges a bunch of marines in her author's note, so we
know where her sympathies lie. And rightly; this is a high pressure
life and there are no guarantees of survival. Doller doesn't sugar
coat Travis' wartime experiences, and the ending reflects that
uncertainty. But the hope, strength, and growth in Travis will
satisfy readers. This should really be offered to mature or
older teens. Themes include family relationships, war,
post-traumatic stress disorder, friendship, grief and loss,
identity, and coming-of-age.
Trish Buckley