Everything we never said by Sloan Harlow

This is a darkly uncomfortable teen romantic thriller, trespassing into the world of dysfunctional relationships and abuse. It feels more like a deep-dive into darkness and sad lies and psychological distress, but at the same time there are small moments when the warmth of family and friendship breaks through.  There was also an X-rated journey into ‘almost’ teen-pornography as the author took the readers into hormone-fueled teen encounters that were perhaps too detailed. Certainly not comfortable being a fly-on-the-wall reader in these intimate moments, and perhaps not necessary either. The central character has to deal with an enormous cloud of guilt after a road accident that kills a friend, upends her life and connections to everyone around her. Can she recover from the worst day of her life? And will the diary notes from ‘beyond the grave’ provide comfort or fracture memories? Where can she turn now? 

Told through the voices of Ella, Sawyer, and the diary entries of Hayley, the story of trust, mistrust, lies and doubt and the fear of a journey into an abusive relationship are all mingled together into a thriller few would see coming. The darkness of abuse is a hard theme to read for entertainment and so this is a book that must come with a cautionary comment. It is not for the vulnerable. The overly detailed physical and implied sensual/sexual relationship is also perhaps too intense for a light read and certainly not for young teens. The author cleverly obfuscates the perpetrator of abuse by hiding their identity with a single letter reference. Almost every male in the story seems a potential threat. Consequently, this reviewer is reluctant to whole-heartedly endorse the commendation of a compelling story that seems to be a ‘made-for-screen’ thriller. It is cleverly written, but a challenge to promote to teen readers.

18+ Readers only? 

Themes: Romance-Thriller, Abuse, Coercive control, Teen relationships, Friendship, Guilt, Generational dysfunction, Teen pregnancy.

Carolyn Hull